Private enterprises have combined Museum, you let me quickly things can change!

Empty the day before finally Choude a trip to visit the World Expo in Hong Kong Pavilion after the queue took a reservation voucher, and then visited the Museum of Chinese provinces and cities, and then they go to Puxi long admired companies visited museum. Add the afternoon with a bit of time at night, private enterprises were read jointly Museum, Museum ship, Vanke Center, FAW General Information Center Museum and mobile telecommunications. Originally thought that private enterprise is worth visiting the museum, the result I am disappointed. In my opinion, either from the content and design, planning, Private Museum is a failure.

Private enterprises have just entered the hall, the first showing of a card filled with the glass floor of several private enterprises. Then spent the winter, spring and summer to convey the concept of corporate growth through several stages, the final highlight of the museum is private enterprises - energy matrix. Before watching the energy matrix, the service personnel who solemnly told the visitors that this is the Olympic Games opening and closing ceremonies of the performance by the planning team to plan, that is to give you a kind of preconceived end positioning. But after reading dazzling performances, I think one received. I admit, to private enterprises in the hall, I was holding a learning entrepreneurial spirit, study hard and look up business enterprises private enterprises are now the purpose of the great achievements go. But the museum did not bring my private enterprises corresponding things. They just energy matrix in the beginning and end of the show were simply private enterprises show achievements and several private enterprises LOGO. Large private enterprises seem to want to give visitors the museum display is a feast for the eyes only art show, which is arranged with a number of float body of the dance. And on the last business Shuijing Qiang, made me unbearable, this and the faithful inside the temple to pay contributions to a just touched the wall, like a statue, the only difference is that statues into a month, "shine" in Crystal, believers into the name of the enterprise name, but still not clear, far from striking the name of the temple.

Private enterprises such a museum that allows us to gain what? To me, nothing, but rather I saw many of the problems of Chinese private enterprises.

The first is not very confident. According to the State the data, end 2009, China's private enterprises account for 65% of GDP, 75% of urban employed population working in private enterprises. Revenue share of private enterprise over state-owned enterprises as the main sources of income in many places. However, in such a case, the entrepreneurs in the private enterprises are joint museum Niuniunienie, shy expression. The only data that is displayed in the energy matrix of the former have a brief description of these data. In fact, private enterprises, should take the opportunity Expo, send an important signal to the world situation, that is, private enterprises in China 30 years of development, have occupied an important part of the Chinese economy has become an indispensable pillar of China. Chinese private enterprises should be sent through the voice of the Expo, only so that everyone more aware of the importance of private enterprises to the public and the government in the eyes of their own position more secure. However, our few private enterprises are in such a display of opportunities for the former miss world, only to play some abstract art exhibition.

Second is the lack of great ambition and social responsibility. To private enterprises and other enterprises Joint Pavilion Gallery Museum, including China Vanke, compared, it is evident that the huge gap between. Auto museum concept cars through the future to convey to you the objectives in the automotive innovation and development, the future of globalization and the information accessible through the museum is also the link of virtual reality to share with you the future technology trends in the grasp of the ship is showed to the Hall Ze the ship's tremendous achievements in the field, while China Vanke Center is the main concept of environmental protection, embodied as a leading property developer Vanke environmental aspects of low-carbon values and social responsibility. But private enterprises Hall conveyed to us what? The Museum would like to be able to learn from the entrepreneurs through private enterprises the entrepreneurial spirit, perseverance and the future of the grand concept of planning, in fact nothing could be harvested. Seasons of the show is too abstract and conceptual, and energy matrix that is only won everyone's smile. Forget the real purpose of the Expo, in the form of expression possessed by the Devil, in fact reflects the lack of private enterprises have great aspirations, responsibilities and strategies.

Furthermore, is to fashion as the classic, the kitsch as profound. Both seasons, or the energy matrix display, made clear that to meet the vulgarization of popular aesthetic trend. But they do not know is that, although known to the world we may delight in talking about all kinds of innovative architectural appearance Fair, impressed at the Olympic Games stirring artistic expression, obsessed, if you're playing Division nicknamed style plug, but this is far from the public who mainstream aesthetic, which can only become staple of recreation and leisure, people want to see is a reflection of the real motivation and spirit to guide and value of resonance. Not all behavior can become a fashion classic, kitsch acts that can only make himself more of a superficial rather than profound. Here, Private Joint Center for everyone to do a good "example."

Finally, the lack of their own conscientiously sum up and refined. Perhaps the large number of private enterprises together, it is difficult to focus on this to show some profound ideas, but as China's private enterprises, and their success have in common, that is, thrift, courage, daring Ganpin , perseverance and innovative business models. The spirit is the success of the characteristics shared by private enterprises, these things are the spiritual wealth of China and valuable lessons learned. These things to the world through the Expo show in order to inspire and encourage more people to work hard for China to contribute to the economic development of private enterprises is the decent thing to be doing. Perhaps the three monks no water to drink because it led to the expression of private enterprises did not elaborate museum, but this must not be a reason. More core reason is that these bigwigs sit together, have not conducted a serious review and summary.

The energy matrix of the eight minutes spent 100 million yuan, while the large "Avatar" is a film 166 minutes, costing nearly 20 billion yuan (300 million U.S. dollars), so an operator average cost per minute is almost up. So let us look at 8 minutes with the energy matrix, as the Chinese version of shooting eight minutes may Gengrang viewers 3D Avatar come quickly, because the audience gains from the energy matrix is not something more than the Avatar!

How to understand the Peter Principle

The previous two articles, I tell you the Murphy's Law and the Parkinson's law, this article I specifically re-introduce the Peter Principle for everyone, the three laws known as the twentieth century, the three found in Western culture.

Peter Principle (The Peter Principle) by the American management scientist 劳伦斯彼得 (Laurence.J.Peter) according to hundreds of organizations of the incompetent failure analysis and summarized instance, in 1960, presented a workshop. The specific content is: "In a hierarchy every employee tends to rise to his level of incompetence." Peter pointed out that every employee in the original position as the performance of good performance (competence), will be promoted to higher level positions; Thereafter, if continued competency will be further enhanced until he can not reach the qualified positions. Peter thus infer, "Every position ultimately will be an incompetent occupied by workers of their work. Hierarchical organization of work tasks is not yet reached the most incompetent staff levels completed." Every employee will eventually reach Peter Hill, where he's Promotion Quotient (PQ) is zero. As for how to upgrade to this high speed, there are two ways. First, is above the "pull", that is, relying on nepotism and acquaintances such as pull from above; the other, are both "push", that is, self-training and advancement, while the former is widely used. Any exposure to commercial, industrial, political, administrative, military, religion, education, everyone in all walks of life and levels of organization are closely related, are all controlled by the Peter Principle. Of course, the principle assumption is: long enough, the five levels of organization have enough class.

Each organization at the beginning of time is always full of vitality, but when the system becoming increasingly mature, the Peter Principle that the symptoms start to appear. Bureaucratic quality pollution limits their performance, but the incompetence of staff on board to ensure a higher level jobs. Incompetent staff will each bring a bad effect on a group of incompetent staff will make the work rate was chaotic state. Before long, the entire system will enter a sluggish period, we call this phenomenon the "system depression." Hierarchy of human behavior well their limitations and control, difficult to play their own individuality and innovation, together with the people in the company seems to have done just for the climb, and higher positions are able to adapt themselves, whether it is their favorite whether it can play its own advantages and points of interest then no one considered. In this "system depression" the poor under the human, can "line up puppet" to describe the term, they will go through life, punch card, fill in a form, the stages of the implementation of meaningless ritual. Today, the "line up puppet" has become a powerful social forces, they include ordinary people, the silent people, managers, workers or consumers, of course, may include you and me.

Peter principle for all of us around on their own and other people's work and life reflect the current situation of the deep. That is, a person's work and whether the ultimate goal in life is to realize self-value of money or gain job? Sadly, most people now have the latter as its ultimate goal, but they often do not find, in fact, really successful people are always the former as its ultimate goal, in simple terms, that is, they work and interests closely together. Reality, we can always find such a situation: a very talkative, like technology, engineers forced the family, community efforts to secular pressure to climb, eventually climbed to the management and leadership positions, but because of his personality and preferences do not match resulting pressure surge in long-term psychological and physiological sub-health state. Dislocation phenomena like this everywhere, the frightening thing is not to climb the staff is so mental, and even has been a leader in high places is the idea that they think the biggest reward of subordinates is promoted and promoted, while ignoring the everyone's personality, interests and character.

So by Peter Principle, I think we can get this at least some inspiration:

First, to understand self, understand one of the ultimate purpose of work and life. Is self-worth or just meaningless appreciation and promotion.

Second, find out their reasonable position, not in order not to suit their goals.

Third, the establishment of scientific views on employment, VIP best use of everyone for their different positions.

Fourth, there must be equality of job outlook, job does not compete with the points, only the value of each person can create simple to use direct visual effectiveness, and potential benefits should be measured indirectly.

Fifth, not only to create a flat organization, but also to create flat salary system, that is the so-called gap between the upper and lower pay can not be too much. Can not take a high-level strategic management are far higher than the income of a skilled, good at problem-solving engineer. Because it can not simply judge the size of both the value created.

Peter Principle and Parkinson's Principle of some closely related, both are trying to convey the development of organizations and enterprises with bloated always been expanding, always by the end of each post can not be as qualified employees. And the law of the timing of the two very similar, Parkinson's Law made in 1958, while the Peter Principle is put forward in 1960, in fact, the proposed laws have far-reaching background. 20 century is the age of five 60 stage of unprecedented development of the U.S. economy, particularly the dramatic increase in monopoly capital profits, large companies have grown, it also sparked the efficiency of large companies reduce the phenomenon of depth.

In a sense, we can say that Peter Principle and Parkinson's cause and effect principle of the two surfaces from each other are big companies described symptoms produced by Peter Principle is put forward as the main staff in constant desire to climb, leading to end of each post there are not as qualified employees. The Parkinson's principle is to continue to expand along this step, that is, when a manager is not qualified for his position that the time will tend to recruit a number of capabilities than their own people as the assistant, the long run, organizations and institutions will more expansion, more and more low efficiency.

Deep understanding of these two principles help us to generate self-development and organizational structure of the correct and comprehensive concept.

How to Understand Parkinson's Law

In the previous article, I introduce to you a Murphy's Law, where I continue to tell you the twentieth century with the Murphy's Law and said the three found in Western culture to another law Parkinson's Law (Parkinson's Law). Parkinson's law can also be known as the "official" disease, "organization paralysis disease" or "large enterprises disease." It is by the British historians, political scientists 西里尔诺斯古德 Parkinson (Cyril Northcote Parkinson), published in 1958, "Parkinson's Law," a book made. Parkinson concluded: In the administration, the administration will continue to increase as the pyramids, the executive staff will continue to expand, and everyone is very busy, but more and more low organizational efficiency. This Law is also known as "pyramid up" phenomenon.

Parkinson described the agency personnel expansion of the causes and consequences: an incompetent official, there may be three ways. The first is for his resignation, the seat vacate competent person; the second is for a competent person to assist in their work; third appointment of two levels lower than they were when the assistant. This first way is absolutely Zou Bude, that amounts to suicide; The second way can not go, because that would be capable of their opponents; seems that only a third way the most suitable. Thus, two mediocre assistant shared his work, his own high above orders. Neither can the two assistants, also calling the shots, then found himself two incompetent assistants. And so on, to form a body bloated, overstaffed, and mutual wrangling, inefficient leadership system. Moreover, this Law is not only appear in official circles, can be seen in many organizations such as Parkinson's phenomenon.

To play a role in Parkinson's law, must meet the following four conditions are indispensable:

First, there must be an organization in which management holds the organization in a certain position.

Second, the search assistant for their own purposes incompetent managers themselves do not have the monopoly on power.

Third, the ability to very mediocre managers, the role he played in the organization is not competent.

Fourth, the organization must be a continuous self require excellent organization.

Shows that Parkinson's Law, must have a management function in a constantly in pursuit of perfect organization, charged with and their ability to match the mediocrity of the management role, and do not have a monopoly of power only when the population. On the contrary, a management function is not the organization, such as virtual academic organizations, interest groups and the like, there is no explanation of the terrible chronic disease Parkinson's law. A person who has absolute power, he is not afraid of other people to grab power, do not have to go to the people than his mediocre assistants do. One could assume his management role, there is no need to find an assistant, there was no case of Parkinson's Law. An inert, cling to stereotypes of organizations, unnecessary to introduce new people to add organized, naturally, not Parkinson's law troubles.

So an enterprise or department will have been the course of development from small to large, how to avoid Parkinson's Law concerns? That of course, back in front of the four conditions, as long as these four aspects destroyed, that Parkinson's law of survival of the soil will be lost. The following approach may help to reduce the efficiency of enterprises continued:

First, the establishment of learning organizations. When an organization's members are good at learning and progressive time in order to ensure that managers can continue to meet the needs of management positions. Rapid social and economic development, new situations, new technologies, new knowledge, new problems emerge, only managers continue to learn and progress can meet the management needs.

Second, recruitment of staff to be fair and open and transparent. Establish a comprehensive recruitment mechanism can not Rang been recruited staff's direct superior handle and recruitment and a higher-level managers should be allowed to participate in coming, thus avoiding employing persons for their private ends Ren Yong Neng Li Bi low staff .

Third, a personnel training system. Within the organization to establish a positive system of personnel training or reserve. For a certain level of management, re-assessment of their performance in training subordinates to join the index. Managers must have an annual transport to the upper management personnel of the index, have found that training talents task. This can prevent the ability of managers appointed only lower than their own people.

Fourth, the quantitative allocation and personnel costs on the labor rate of assessment. Labor distribution rate = labor cost / output value added, reflects the new value-creating business share allocation to employees. Rate = labor cost of personnel costs / sales revenue, reflecting the total labor input to achieve the ratio of total output value. Departments or organizations on a regular basis these two important indicators of the assessment, to maintain a reasonable range. These two indicators over time, sustained growth, it means that the law had a role in Parkinson's.

The top four just start a discussion, I believe, in practice, some with more and better ways to overcome the "big company disease", these methods must have is in your hands.

How to understand Murphy's Law

Murphy's Law (Murphy's Law) is a commonly used slang Western world. It is the definition, description: they're about the possibility of such a possibility no matter how small, it happens. For example there are two keys in your pocket, one is your room, one is a car; If you would like to come up with car keys, what happens? Yes, you often come up with a room key.

Murphy, Edwards Air Force Base, the U.S. captain engineer. In 1949, he and his boss, Major Stapp, in a rocket deceleration overweight trials, the accident occurred due to equipment failure. Murphy found that instrumentation installed by a technician against the. As a result, his lesson is: If there are several ways to do a particular job, there is a way which will lead to an accident, it must be people who will do it this way. The original law said it like this: If there are two or more ways to do something, and one of those ways can result in a catastrophe, then someone will do it. (If you have two or more choices one of them will lead to disaster, then surely someone would make such a choice.) In a later press conference, Stapp calls it "Murphy's Law," and made an extremely simple way of re-statements : things may go wrong, it will go wrong. Murphy's Law in the technology sector, spread like wildfire, because it points to an irrefutable fact: the possibility of technical risk can be changed by the unexpected fact.

Murphy's Law, Peter Principle and Parkinson's law and Western culture as the three found in the twentieth century. But Murphy's Law ye a look, it seems a kind of fatalism and pessimism of the color, the possibility of anything bad, since it must be bad, it seems we can only wait for the tragedy happened. But we must proceed from the positive side to understand and apply Murphy's Law, so that we can get some inspiration this way.

1. Attention to small probability events

Murphy's Law was proposed based on the probabilities suddenly. Usually either in life or work, there is always some small probability event, but often people think that since the probability is so small, it basically does not occur, so calmly if the. But it is precisely such a small probability event, once happened, will cause irreparable losses. Now, more and more mine, accident, bridge collapse, and even Shanghai occurred while ago, "House crunchy" event, in fact, are small probability events, in the safe production of nuances not be perfect, the ultimate is the peril. Your lover in the cafe with a taste for Western food can be just met a wife of the Inner honey, which is a typical small-probability events. So remember, after all, the probability of a small probability greater than 0, not equal to 0!

2. Do a variety of coping strategies

As recognized a small probability events, "inevitability", it must make serious preparations in advance. The so-called man without thought there must be close at hand, take preventive measures, the one thing you do when fully on the dangers and possibilities to assess and make the necessary response is necessary. When you and your subordinates to engage in a dialogue on the payroll, when you first have to work closely with business partners, when you think from bank loans repayment plans, things you have to fully assess the various possibilities do all kinds of response strategies and methods. Order to achieve the "soldiers to the block, troubled water" can be adopted piecemeal measures, otherwise people out of a weird, you flew blindsided.

3. The face of a positive attitude

Murphy's Law implies that, when you realize that something is likely to become worse, it is more likely to do worse. Therefore, you must take positive attitude to face anything, because it involves a psychological hint of the problem. If you are failing to stop hesitating, always thinking fail to fail, then eventually you will fail, because your heart tells you fail, your heart guide you on the path to failure, then your action and thoughts will deviate from the normal pattern, resulting in distortion and deformation. A positive attitude to develop strategies to negative thinking to develop tactics to improve your chances of success.

4. Progress in the failure to improve

If bad things, and then it deteriorated it is important to learn from past experiences, in order to improve chances of success next time. Failure is not terrible, terrible thing is not to sum up lessons learned from the failures, but do not increase their self-confidence. In a sense, failures and difficulties in rising than in good times continue to improve even more valuable, the most famous U.S. president Abraham. Lincoln, just like his entire life history of the Department of success, it is a history of failure. Down in failure who is sad, but in the failure to improve people forward is respectable.

Seeing a lot of things often are large, a simple Murphy's Law, in fact, allows you to understand the life, work and life of many major significance.

Who created this Chang Tao?

Zhang Wu of the phenomenon is a recent hot spots of society events, on sheets of various news and commentary master lot. Beijing is said to be an ordinary worker, relying on fabricated education, made up the title, but also buttressed by Hunan Satellite TV star-forming effect, the year 2010 has become one the hottest health experts, health care doctors. With the lies came crashing down, all sectors of society Zhang Wu of the onslaught of voices all rushed, but most of all the voices of criticism against Zhang Tao only limited to the practice of this I am undocumented, Honesty, and a variety of media gatekeepers do not Yan and so on. Indeed, these factors led to this phenomenon are the direct cause or trigger, but I think that to find hidden behind this tragedy more profound social factors is more important. That is what led to the social background of the above can occur or that the fuse can be lit?

In my opinion, at least you can find the following two profound social background:

Education and training market, and confusion of the interests of

Here I do not use the industrialization of education and training market, as the Government seems to have never been the industrialization of the positive publicity these three words, only the excessive use of the media, not to mention that at present the industrialization of education can make a correct evaluation stage. But the education and training market, and confusion of all the interests of really indisputable fact. According to Chang Wu resume the provision that he claims to be a senior nutrition experts, the Ministry of Health, Education, Department of Clinical Medicine, Beijing Medical University is the experience and the Beijing Normal University for Chinese medicine. According to media reports out of some of the information, we can see that, indeed the Ministry of Health nutrition experts have held a training course, and Zhang Wu of the two schools have indeed set up correspondence and night school class studied. From this point, Zhang Tao, and not too much of this exaggerated, because he only said that educational experience, did not specify a graduate or master degree. In all industries in China is similar to Chang Wu-so had this experience and make appropriate education and training of people exaggerate a lot of people. Almost all colleges and universities now set up a variety of evening schools, correspondence courses, joint classes, almost all industry associations and the media are the numerous qualification training courses, job training, almost all of the supervisors or regulators have also has a wide range of educational courses. Be described as training blossom everywhere, papers flying sky and there were a variety of "a certain teacher" and "a certain experts," such as we have here, physicians, dietitians and nutrition experts.

Some educational resources of all departments, schools and companies are tempted to keep the money of classes, keep the certification, but no one to monitor the quality of these products and the necessity of education. Education and training market of extreme interest and confusion into Zhang Tao and his ilk have created the growth of a very fertile soil.

The public credibility of public health care system collapse

There is a very interesting phenomenon, that is easier for us to believe in the private sector or civil old Chinese health experts, one reason here is because some individuals with profound knowledge of successful treatment by doctors in some patients with incurable diseases and establish their own brands. On the other hand a more important reason is that people's confidence in the public health system collapse. This is actually very easy to understand, in recent years, emerging as the hospital's medical doctor, opening medicine to take kickbacks Inside Story of the disclosure, the hospital assembly line style of the simple and crude diagnostic method, the hospital's revenue model and profit-seeking "is the third drug toxicity" ideas to take root, there is growing confidence on the hospital system is very original, the doctor's medical ethics and a variety of shops and Western medicine had a suspicion and mistrust. When we created the public health system crisis of confidence and loss of time, you are more likely to believe that some so-called private doctors and private secrets.

At the same time as the improvement of living standards, people with health are constantly improving, we hope that through diet, massage, Chinese medicine conditioning, this healthy regimen of exercise treatment to improve their standard of health or even cure of his illness. On the one hand people lose confidence in the hospital, while another popular therapeutic regimen, in the collision of the two factors together under the direction of a loss they need to find patients who realize this ilk Zhang built a very wide living space .

Find out the true nature behind the problem, be able to take preventive measures. Zhang Tao simple moral criticism of this ilk can only solve the problem and individual anatomy of the results, can not solve the problem itself. Reconstruction of education and training market, rigor and credibility of public health care system is the real solution, or there will be more of Chang Wu-this intentionally or unintentionally knocked the credibility of public health care system in this wall, and then mercilessly ridiculed about China education and training market!

Long board and short barrel plate

Barrel Theory (Cannikin Law) also known as short-plate theory, is a very well-known principle of management by the American management expert Peter made. Its core content is about how much a barrel filled with water, does not depend on the highest piece of wood Tong Bi, but rather depends on the Tongbi on the shortest board.

Barrel Theory can inspire us to think about many issues, such as the importance of team building. In a team, decided to combat the strength of this team is not the strongest, the best people, but rather the ability of the weakest, worst laggards. Because the shortest longest wooden plank in the limitations and constraints play a role in determining the combat effectiveness of this team, affecting the overall strength of this team. In other words, we must find ways to achieve long board short board height or all of the board to maintain "high enough" of equal height, to fully play the role of the team, fully reflect the team spirit. The same is true for a business enterprise by the various divisions, departments must coordinate cooperation to play a force to reflect the competitiveness of enterprises, if a department is not enough quality or ability, will drag the entire enterprise of hind legs, weakening the whole the competitiveness of enterprises. The same is true for individuals, whether you are a manager or any occupation for other people, you determine your overall strength of the future development of Gaodu and persistence, once you have knowledge in a clear Qianque 或者 The lack of will seriously impede your career high. Imagine an arts Germany not only acting actors can not become a lasting star, a large number of stars, such as short-lived, precisely because there is no make up classes to upgrade their short-time board, no comprehensive basic quality.

Can be seen, both for a company or individual, their own shortcomings is very important, and in the development of roads, the need to strengthen their awareness of the short board increase. However, if the concern of blindly raising short-board, while ignoring the long board, that will fall into another misunderstanding.

Of the enterprises, faced with an increasingly complicated market environment, must have its own unique competitive edge, or differentiation strategy. The barrel on the longest piece of board to represent your unique competitive edge, only to find that piece of your long board, you can stimulate the market in a competitive thrust, to create their own sea of blue, as create a better performance, to bring their own value-added profits. Only the pursuit of short-board increase will only become large and the general business enterprises in the fierce competition to earn meager profits, culminating in a Red Sea in the flame died.

For individuals concerned, especially. Only concerned about the short board, may make you become a snake oil-like generalists, not specialists. Long board is the unique advantage of highlighting personal guide future development direction of their own key. Jack of all trades, but is that all things have only three legs of the effort, only focus and diligent in one respect, it may become an area of expertise. As a young man just entering society, but also in time to find out what their interests or concerns, brave refined, so that this piece of slab guide their career development. If interested too broad, and everything want to do anything interesting, the final result may be unsuccessful to do anything. Zealous obsessed with cars, eventually became engaged in Geely Automobile; Buffett dedicated playing the stock market, and ultimately became the world wealthy. In this sense, the short board to decide is whether you are a solid foundation for the development, the decision is your level of competitive play, and long board will let you pinpoint the direction of their own development and unique competitiveness Both of these two can not be biased.

Accurately identify their own long board, it as high as possible, and do not forget to increase short board, as far as possible the gap between them not too much, this is the barrel of the growth of the Road!

How do complain effect

Effects of complaints from a management psychology in the history of a famous experiment - "Hawthorne Experiments." The twenties, professor of psychology at Harvard University Mayo (Mayo was also translated) in the Chicago Western Electric Company's Hawthorne plant belongs to a series of psychological research, studies show that the production areas of lighting, equipment, Living area entertainment settings, staff insurance, pension and so this series of excellent and improving production conditions and production efficiency is no direct causality. On the contrary, workers attitude, interpersonal, emotional and collective sense of participation, sense of identity is required to increase productivity the most important factor. This effect leads to complain that "all companies in the grievances of the people on the job, that company or the owner must be better than no such person or such person to complain buried in the belly of the company much more successful. "The negative sentiment on the staff to conduct a reasonable flow, and the staff of the company has a sense of belonging and sense of mission, the staff dared to put forward various proposals to improve the company is an important means of cohesion and efficiency.

The manager, this is a major challenge. In general, managers or leaders are not willing to hear the voice of employees complain, most want to see a situation that employees can work hard without complaints. In fact everyone knows, there can be hundred percent satisfied with the staff of the company, employees do not complain just because he is afraid or not, does not mean that employees did not complain of the emotional heart. This feeling has been suppressed in their hearts, will inevitably affect staff motivation and efficiency. Give employees the right to vent grievances appropriate channels, both to resolve their negative emotions, you can also complain words translate into a useful and constructive advice company, also serve to prevent the staff behind the cronyism, complaints strange situation if flying. If managers can really rely on the staff did not complain a certain way, it is very terrible and sad thing is that, because employees have no enthusiasm for the company and feel, only to go to work to earn wages as a routine. In this case, how can a sense of mission, a sense of belonging? How can the efficiency and competitiveness of enterprises? This company could have been far away from the failures.

Employees, the proper handling of their complaints, but also a challenge. Effects of complaints not encourage employees to complain to the company or the leadership of chaos, but to generate constructive "grievance." I remember I just had to work when one of my aunt admonished me never to complain in the company. As employees, we should always bear in mind that it should not grumble at the chaos behind, grumbling usually will not have too many career development and future. Complaints should be made positive, not negative complaints, grievances is the so-called positive and constructive suggestions. If the company's various management systems or decision-making have different views, can be through normal channels, to convert to convey comments and suggestions to the leadership, if your opinion is a good company, I believe companies will consider or adopted. Only have a positive emotional health can have a positive and healthy career development.

Meanwhile, as employees, have often made "grievance." The management of any company can have room for improvement, not perfect, mature management system, all with the development of the market in the dynamic improvements. As an employee, if we can be good at discovering the inadequacies of the company, thought to be diligent suggest improvements for the company, this is the excellent staff. From this perspective, often made "Complaints" The staff is also good staff.

How to make complaints to a positive recommendation, how to make complaints to play a greater positive effect, it is every manager and employee should consider and actively practice management topics.

Talking from the mushroom Management Law to

Management has an interesting new theory, it was a mushroom management laws Mushroom Management. It refers to the organization or individual dealing with new young people into the company a management mentality. The new young people into the company in general is always in the beginning was left out of the dark corners, no attention, often to do some low-level work pouring water delivery. Sunshine is always less than their own exposure, but often may be pouring rain or dirt to receive unwarranted accusations or vicarious expiation. This situation and the growth of mushrooms is very similar environment. Growth characteristics of mushrooms is needed nutrients and water, but should also avoid direct sunlight, usually takes in the dark corner of the cultivation, excessive exposure can cause premature mortality. In ancient times, the general man mushroom nutrients, animal excrement, though unclean, but as a necessity. From the relationship between the two terms, location, conditions of both nutrients to the mushroom's living space, but to fend for themselves, the company is so new entrants.

The management of this very interesting laws from the 70's, a group of young computer programmer since that time many people do not understand their work, holding the attitude of suspicion and contempt, so the young computer programmers often joked, "like mushrooms of life. "

In fact, many people have had the experience and feelings. As a young man just entering a company that is exactly the same as mushrooms, no concern, to fend for themselves, living space is limited, direct sunlight is their own. However, you slowly as the growth of mushrooms, when actually your time energy savings, as his breakthrough, butterfly emergence into the process of preparation. I always thought that as a company just started to enter the inauguration of the young people, through a period of "latent" is normal and necessary. Because of external stress, lack of awareness of your business community to address the problem the lack of practice; internal stresses, your company's relationships, history, business model and lack of understanding and feelings of human environment; on its own terms, but also just from the school learn the theoretical knowledge, a blood gas is more than sophisticated enough. In such circumstances, if washed in frontline anxious, eager to express themselves in front of the stage, the result is more likely to hit the black and blue, made many mistakes, so that organized and led a negative impression of their own. This also is not conducive to their healthy growth of career development path. Into a new company, conscious of doing a small mushroom, slowly draw nutrition and nourishment, and slowly grow and develop, before making any decisions, until their mature enough in all respects, when properly handled a case or matter has sufficient Let your ability to be recognized, so that your real breakthrough in the.

However, do mushrooms have to complete on behalf of low-key, fully cover all its strengths and light it? My answers are. We can put a person's good points or the ability to be divided into two levels, one is the basic quality level, including ethics, honesty, integrity, responsible, serious, able to endure hardship and logical thinking ability, etc.; the other is commercial Jineng layer, including the eloquence, negotiation skills, interpersonal processing skills, team management, implementation skills, strategic thinking and so on. In the first joined the society, you must be a lack of business skills, but you can fully show you the basic literacy in terms of bright spot, allow organizations and leaders recognized the basic quality of the person you think that you are made of it can be. This could be you as a key training program, to study and train.

Conversely, as the leader or organization, in the treatment of new employees, too, can not be hurried, Destructive Enthusiasm. The employees themselves have not yet ripe, they entrusted the important task of mistakes sideline immediately approach is foolish. Should be good at finding each other's outstanding qualities and quality, then the same as the nurturing of small mushrooms, on the quiet of the office slowly nurture and hone each other, until mushrooms grow up and then bring food, so both the individual and the organization before more beneficial, win-win.

Mushroom management law say that mushrooms actually said was growing up.

Analysis of the two main leadership style

According to the latest style of leadership, leadership style will be divided into two types, namely, transformational and transactional, most of the leaders basically fall into two types.

Transformational leadership is characterized by the qualities and behaviors in both charismatic infection, when treatment of subordinates tend to stimulate motivation, intellectual stimulation and individualized consideration. And transactional leadership characteristics of an accident management (divided into active and passive), situational incentives. Accident management means that unexpected events, a separate event management, transactional leadership are mostly good at accident management, and to focus less on building a good system to prevent accidents.

For example, A is the general manager of a home construction company, his character is characterized by rich social experience, work sharp, smooth interpersonal rather convoluted logic is strong, towards life, towards more casual details. However, not enough personal charm and appeal, public speaking does not have the appeal.

Be viewed in the actual work, he is a typical De exception Guan Lizhe, usually the basis for the daily management of Gongsi not 特别 concerns expressed, and Zhu Yao energy is the work 中 unexpected incident Huozhe accidents. Similarly, staff applications are also way, if a certain employee Zai something emotionally, a more excellent Huozhe Hen poor performance, he will give particular attention, while ignoring Gai among staff in the daily management of the work shown by some of the advantages or qualities . This scenario also award him more embodied, for some specific events on the excellent job done, he will very much of Renke each other, and that tended to take you into material rewards. From the above analysis shows, A is a typical of transactional leadership.

While B is the company's former general manager, the incumbent secretary, in a nose-dive when the company stepped in as general manager, led the company out of the woods. Secretary of the character is also a wealth of social experience and the experience, but more good at public speaking, good at mobilizing the enthusiasm of the whole employees more Xihuan a motivating force, be good at from a macro perspective, the relative neglect incident management. This is typical of transformational leadership.

Transactional leadership to enhance company performance and short-term profits has a very large role. Lack of transparency in the domestic construction market environment, market competition, not liberalization, the market is not open enough advanced cases, transactional leadership can lead the business response to adverse external environment, with a strong practical significance. The transformational leadership is to lead the company's outstanding and excellent step by step to achieve long-term goals and gather a group of outstanding talent with a strong vision. And promote the establishment of the target line staff enthusiasm and motivation, have established a self-study, self-exchange transfusion management system and excellent quality.

Can be said that the two different types of leadership styles have their own strengths and weaknesses of the face of internal and external business environment, have different roles and benefits. If a business can lead to different styles of high-level leadership with each other close, it is a very good thing.

What is your leadership style?

Love autism - and with the days of Prokofiev（十）

I have repeatedly tried to change the memory of that summer, until the want to get mad and headaches until Prokofiev to have forgotten the names of his life is. Or, from the beginning, what is his is not important, I only know that he called Prokofiev, pull a good grounding in the cello hand ... ... After the end of that summer, I know, I disappeared. I disappeared and later had a long time, Prokofiev's name tended to obscure. I am special to him, but some traces of a ray of many lines, those people walked the bridge, passed the ditch, stepped on the river, are the first cross in front of me. My emotional experience how simple and pure white, like a white, above it has not yet covered with handwriting. Next, I thought of youth, remaining half. I refused to follow those signs continue, because I have been walking a path that only he can, would not coincide with the collective, intimate factors about the case. I think about I will disappear, and in one morning or evening.


Sat on the porch, cool breeze, I had hallucinations to: face to face with a man sitting. I have too much, life has lots to talk about, I see tells me warmly; but I also see that I have lots to talk about life, then I can silence a lifetime. This is me, warm or security lonely, double, split. Every time to see such a myself curled in a corner, a sudden outflow of tears. Or agitation, or flawless. No one knows where I caught in the bustle of how feeling lonely; no one knows when I am alone and mind will be trapped in how warm and boiling.

Music in the large lecture - Prokofiev; red soup - Prokofiev, I - Prokofiev, Prokofiev former Soviet Union, Volga surging voice of Prokofiev, Cello Prokofiev sound ... ... in the life of the memory, the shadow will cling to the security of lonely hearts. Gently in the tears of countless call that name, that is to the people familiar with does not matter, of the knife and I like the names of stars, when I smoke this earth farther and farther, I know, you name, I will not forget.

• think of Paul Celan poem: "I can still look at a person you can feel the words, touching farewell ridge. Your face slightly shy, when suddenly a bright light in general, in my heart , just standing there, one of the most painful to say, never. "At the moment, here and now, Listen to the sound far from near the cello, that the burning of endless nostalgia me how they fast all over me, and I finally know: the day my ashes just around the corner. That moment, I cracked voice and those implicit in the text that all the high significance, a spiritual thought to be living in one's heart; thought to exist only in the heart of the spirit of a person, which kinds of feelings, a broken-style sad, but also into the type of happiness.

... ...
: "But why should guilty?"
: "Why is that not wrong?"
: "But I love you."
: "But I am guilty of."
... ...

Completed.

Warm. June 8, 2010. Face and records.

Love autism - and with the days of Prokofiev（九）

On lonely word from imprinting on down. Specifically, in my dream too much should be kept fixed voice, this is my only talent. I can hear the safest time to dust landing lonely voice of sleep breathing birds and insects in the soil to fight the voice of those voices, God knows how vivid. This is the most brilliant moments alone, the joy of the most cohesive. Even if it all just an illusion, imaginary, or even hearing voices and hallucinations, but I still feel God's mercy, though heaven to fall out of love, like autism, as my head dropped, as a world only a madman, what to complain about it. In addition to practical experience that is beyond fiction and fantasy, they gradually form the life complete.

In love before, and more meet only an illusion. Those who love the mastermind, the surface looks as pure and ardent love, if you can make me happy at all the way, that is false, the reason is false, because they desire a temporary collection to become the false impression the gentleman or the Warriors can finally close to the existence of desire, or even full ownership. But I have never refused to give them as an appropriate opportunity, I will realize that before the advent of desire, while personally love interrupted.

But I was so lonely and delicate security, almost never rough to survive a single minute, emotional driven over and over again I am sorry and guilty, in front of all the past and separation. I love more than once to turn back into a road, also sad pain more than once, followed by an empty heart, leaving only the face-off on the existence of a second touched and grateful. Days later, I tried to express his love, how much I love, but only so no depth. I will there in front of intimacy in the face before telling him over and over again: I miss you, I really miss you. As if to say, think, is a defect to make up for the same. So inexplicable to send about each other shocked: "I'm in front of you ah." ... ... I can respond to love, it was only against their own mobile phones and palm images one by one to never forget.

Encounter with the Prokofiev is a sound, a miracle, but I just was the fate of the guidelines to a certain place watching the love, the feeling of belonging to a small under the warmth of love, and destiny took me back to the starting point again. I stood there, the time the shuttle and the line, time threw me, my time outside, on top of my time to constantly look back to within the time, so there will be a cry of reason and courage.

Love autism - and with the days of Prokofiev（八）

Prokofiev that ended in the early summer afternoon, standing on a long room leading to a small music great tree-lined road waiting for me. He did not think of terrible, and I will be lost forever as a path in the end, which leads to a large class of tree-lined path's end, where there was the most weak, inconspicuous corner, only I know the corner One day, vagrancy is met when, I remember, but I did not know, that corner as I watch my farewell far the most security silence, the most hidden place, it printed from my memory, into everlasting sign of separation. I've been unable as a kind of life, sin and responsibility set in me. Fortune-telling in that way, I am willing to give up everything. My hand, holding a ticket to another city, I intend afar off with Prokofiev, watching a farewell, then, turn around. Where is not important, important is that we will be able to escape each other. Cool wind blowing up over the distance came the young Prokofiev, I seem to be able to clearly see the happiness on his face and flush, and the youth of the publicity, it is almost flush the floor eating a small child group of sparrows, they panic flawless to fly to the branches, and then looked under the tree a mockery of a camel man, as he began to dial my phone over and over again, over and over anxiety and unease.

I can not return. If I am guilty, my love is sin; If love is guilty, my life is sin; if my life is guilty, then I live in this world, what hope is there. Many years later I have been thinking: I live in this world is hopeless. In fact, I put in on all the body and mind have nothing to expect to complete the narrative voice, which is a cello while the low-wan voice, while a text on paper rustling fall, the two voices have a high degree of integration in the body, like a happy marriage as combined. Then I finally realized: I do not have everything in that realm where all are owned and salvation. A person, not a complete investment of love, is bound to invest in art, or other work of faith, this time, Schubert's art songs sounded all around me, it was a moment of trance, I am drunk, but also broken.

Prokofiev's great room leading to the tree-lined road anxiously waiting for me, over and over dial my phone off. I am a security lonely, and sensible, I have to wait until the time Prokofiev turned to open the phone again. It was a long afternoon, the tree of cicadas cried desperately, the volt after the sky has been falling one after another to the rain and wind also made it a hint of cool, agitation of the cicada, they know that life long, and the more so , Ming was more resounding. Listen to the voices of those who come and go, want to come to declare something, such as parting, like me, and Prokofiev's departure. About God knows how, as a tragedy that there is presented and the background, sound, sound, all the associated audio, from that moment, for in my memory are different. I see the pain up and down the Prokofiev, and then a one to smoking; my silent tears to shed for, in tears, I quietly declare over and over again: I'm sorry, I'm sorry ... ... the sun Partial the house in time, Prokofiev seems to want to understand what he stood up from the big tree, turn around, but he pulled the phone.
: "Why?"

: "I love you."

: "I love you."

: "Do not look for me."

: "I'll wait for you."

Prokofiev in tears looking at the shadow, the shadow of that terrible sadness gradually disappeared in the setting sun. Next, I clearly see their stray and wild, in a strange land, unfamiliar streets, strange city to perform live almost forget yourself, forget everything around me. And when the night is approaching, I have endless flow of tears.

Prokofiev left the city, and another city a few friends to the former Soviet Union. In those days, in addition to performing, drinking, in the Volga river watching ships that go to St. Petersburg sunset, standing on a remote and mysterious land, I am happy for quite some time later, seems to really forget that the spread in the early summer the height of summer and early autumn all my pain.

Numerous tears in the night, I open the phone, and never forget thinking has conducted many of the above dialogue. At first I did wonder, curiosity and even irresponsible too, and eventually swallowing the bitter pill to be alone. I said to myself over and over again: a good safety and lonely ah, good safety and silence, in such a long night if I can Zuohua away at any time. Listen, you listen, Schubert's art songs, many of the field guide throughout, very image, very vague, but strong. Even. Also imagine the scenes of World War II concept, cool, in thrift, evil. Red soup, the former Soviet Union. Prokofiev. I. Love autism. About my silence calm and security, that is, the fall of that year in the former Soviet Union, little by little into the habit of packing.

There are many times I cried toward the Volga River, said: "I was downright mad that I am, you are not in the world are not." I think I was with that country's land and waterways has inexplicable divide, that Many times the call of the Volga River to my only response is that of never-ending flow of voice and sound on shore flow turbulence of the agitation, than no other.

Love autism - and with the days of Prokofiev（七）

I finally left the Prokofiev. Almost no reason.

The early autumn after the summer, I have promised and Prokofiev with, marry him, he also promised to not let me on the spot and from pain. We decided to do a mental couple. Good number of the weekend, he took me to the mall to see the ring, watching wedding, to see a small cup, bowl and small spoon. All life, and from the reality closely related to the content, in my eyes emanated a unique eye-catching luster. At some point, I really thought that they could completely rely on the love in the spirit of Prokofiev's death is not willing to walk out.

I am a dual personality of the people, at home, in a warm environment, will rely on those who give me the most loving family, the joy, anger, sadness and joy, all integrated into them; and out, I only absolutely rely on their own, any contact with me is a kind of wet violations, I have refused to wet, even shaking hands with others, hold to sweat, I will be sad for a long time, so that washing hands carefully, as if it had at some point both hands are not me. However, I have a lot of people do not have the content, I like fantasy, like the imagination, more like fiction or fiction to help a friend with the building. Into the bones of this to the customs and habits, to die no change.

I always love to meet some of the imaginary written text, or story, like how I had been like a warm and lively. Desire this kind of thing, after all and I was as far away as they are the eternal sky, flashing, inverted the stars, they do not like "Love autism" that an accurate out of the stars in my head as easily fall , I will never become the world's second lucky. Sometimes I try to close them, but I go faster, they are more distant from me, that was my life's direction has not arrived. Possession, desire, love, life, these issues become a source of my headache since then stationed in my world, my life. Regardless of the number of encounters, both in the results stick to an idea: I am a pure woman, then, is never close to the people.

Early autumn, just to, I was about the Prokofiev, the great room which leads to the tree-lined road music for him, and he went to a fortune-teller to superstition a birthday at home Mr. character. My brushes are likely to think of the South's past, as well as South-South and British-lan's birthday horoscopes, then, I have asked a long time but the house's first big news of the classroom. However, I am a large classroom which leads to the tree-lined road music to go for a long time, and I think for a long time. I think together with Prokofiev days, the early summer to late summer and early autumn, then suddenly everything came quickly, which makes it a dream I often hallucinations. Stand in the sun, I walk in a bowl of red soup from the feeling in the warm and gradually, a little dry, but my heart will always be moisture intrusion. I think this probably comes from Prokofiev's rapid and enthusiastic, he kept us in the beginning to gain a satisfactory outcome of his. Perhaps his strong wish to get rid of that field from the elders of the engagement and the kind of life I was his ups and downs of life that a straw in the encounter.

In the days, my ears constantly ring his urgent voice: Come on tell me, can not marry me; Do not worry about the next life, I cut his shoulder grinding division of art, enough for you to plant trees need bread, milk; you to tell me, you have to marry me, I counted one, two, three ... ... in this urgent voice, mad me over and over again, over and over again cry, I cry out: "Do not forced me! let me quiet, let me quiet! "because the intelligence was not enough let me make it clear: one man and one combination of wedding and daily necessities in addition to the external addition, fusion is the pure spirit of what the concept is what whether I can withstand and face, it can be content as Prokofiev days. I also strongly feel that Prokofiev is a lot more than I want real people, he cares about the outcome of anything, even just beginning. With his sensitive and delicate, the thinking, he can imagine the numerous outcomes, there is sadness, there joy. I am not, I was unable to foresee the outcome of the people, the past is that the future is. But one thing I can not foresee the outcome, but most are good at creating end, my pain, is this good and solid as a deposit down. God gives to the fate of the unpredictable, but also give people the privilege of personally create on the fate of the only creators who personally is based on the arrangement of God, on this point, no one can go into hiding.

Love autism - and with the days of Prokofiev（六）

Many years later now, on the above scene made a re-check and list, I told myself: I am too poor at that time, I was too poor to no pretty face, there is no outstanding talent, in addition to using silent as to cover as one of the desolate iron in addition, I also have an shiny Title: Love autism. I can only ridicule or silence, that silence, such as iron, so still even dust all the days of yo sound was completely mine, and repair, grinding my mind, it is the only way to cover up the desolation and helpless, in the satire and silence, I forget whether there are other details from the world. So, I 普罗科菲耶 Mufti asked: "What is carry on your shoulders?"

More breeze blowing over the land in our faces on the young. Prokofiev know that I continue to taunt him, so he deliberately and with me. I do not know why, minimalist life gives me a lot of inferiority and regret, they have accumulated in his chest was a long time, the heavy, and finally into a kind of sarcasm or silence all the time, used to resolve this small way, those who support without all the self-Hua Shiguang. I put his shoulder down to a cello back something like, scissors-line head wear, or to discredit his art for the most substances, the most mundane things, I quiet down. I have numerous times in the safest time lonely think of him terribly for those gentle words, also more than once burst into tears in the soul Prokofiev sorry: "I'm sorry, sorry ... ... I have been so, not because there is no love, I just refused to verify, refuse to face with all the emotion. "

Refusal to face with all emotions, these words sound so confused and contradictory, that summer, I was really in love, why is this sentence in a long time, or into no relief. Perhaps, I receive only the content of the surface, I am not quite sure at that time a man love a woman how to love where one level is really positive and have. From the early summer and summer, I had several dizzy, beating several times when being hugged into rapid breathing, there is very Yehao feel can be further in the coming several times to accept some deep content, I thus have been interrupted. I was walking in the sun that was shining the stars hit the head of the lucky ones, love autism, it is heavy fell on my head, my scalp felt tight for a while, thinking about a strange forces would infringe my transparent and pure, I will strive to resistance, then resistance, until gradually disappointed Prokofiev.

Thus, the breeding of a dialogue on it.

: "As a short night."

: "Dream as long."

: "Dream, where are you?"

: "I'm on board. No, I was a boat."

: "Quiet in the float."

: "Yes."

: "Gone with the Wind tired, to shore."

: "I did not coast."

: "Yes."

: "No."

: "Yes."
... ...

Prokofiev after breaking up with the days, I arrived in the illusion over and over again, also left over and over again, as the pain of eternal life. I saw the moonlight, like water, trembling slightly into the body, as gently as drip infiltration, I float, where the strength to move forward with the wind, or backward, but all the points are close to dark, there is no bridge, there is no shore. This awareness, once formed, would be crazy thoughts, I try so hard to stop, docile acceptance of a bridge or the shore, I did not, then no, do not and will never be. I am immersed in the water like a match, there is no sun, no guidelines, no friction, I can not burn.

So I Fengliaoyiban on Prokofiev angry: "I do not love, do not, in the past do not, not now, nor the future!" I cry to: "You go, can go far on how far Do not let me see you, you do not go, I'll disappear! "Prokofiev for the first time the tears flow as clear and transparent as the dew in the morning glow, pure white. He hugged me, while calling: "My little poor you, poor little poor ... ... I'll show you a doctor, you must promise me request to see a doctor." And breath, my Spirit has been close to trance ... ... "my little poor you, poor little poor ... ..." This phrase rang in my ears for many years, no, not if, it was a voice is the voice of the cello, and as I said: the first part of my youth was spent in the cello sound. Lower half of youth, I am doomed to continue in the cello sound. Many years, I keep and meet some people, they keep breaking up with some people, I do not know of my love in the end is. Maybe a little child had autistic state, but had no one cares, No one is more concerned about the moment that young to breed a small inner seed, a little faint light, will one day become a unique resistance. Resistance to love, I put myself in the summer of red soup, my heart, so wet.

Love autism - and with the days of Prokofiev（五）

Together with Prokofiev in the moonlight scene, always immersed in a nightmare into a dream or conscious being. My ears have also been echoed those five words: love autism. I almost was not sure the words would fall on my head, it is like a glittering of the stars, you think it would have been hung in the sky could be so careless that it is falling straight, I'm the guy the world's lucky, things suddenly fall from the sky to drop on my head. Carrying five heavy, brilliant characters, walking alone too long, too far from the road, so tired sometimes unbearable, sometimes into a person's fantasy, my fantasy life since then dominated all go on to extend Road.

At that time, my colleagues great 提琴普罗科菲 Nazarbayev in the moonlight over, are constantly reminded and requirements issued by, let me into sad and flawless. I do not know how to face. That moonlight night, almost the same time we Pieces stop. Next, I feel shortness of breath, opened the window to stand up and breathe, a huge surge of vertigo to my eyes suddenly dark. Prokofiev hold me to that moment, my mind is blank ... ...

At that moment, I thought I was dead. Can still suddenly awake, in the subconscious, a monster you want to invade my all. I was so transparent, no matter where a dark night, I could clearly see through their own distinct manner all the internal and external, including those of blood flow to, or security lonely, or boiling surging voice, I still remember it. A devil wants to invade it all, this is the first sense, the second is hate, not hate Prokofiev, dizziness and even hate their own helplessness. No one knows how the strength, I grabbed a thick clip overwhelming lesson plans hit the back and chest Prokofiev, but he did so either I play, I were to cry, until I played tired, too soft body the.

At that time, I suddenly uttered a sound safety and lonely to the bone, I said: I'm sorry ... ... Prokofiev hugged me, motionless. He was very comforting, I no longer resist, resistance is no longer accepted his love, this is the beginning of the victory, has a beginning, there is the process, a process, there is everything. So he relieved. He looked at my eyes had never been seen pure water, almost no signs of being burned in hot. His breathing became steady up. I think love is such a feeling about it, dizziness, and breathing hot and messy.

So a moment, I even felt a happiness, and many women also have the same love, before that, some people criticized me, saying that I love with autism and I am not convinced, thinking one day I will find love. Now, I have found. Later, after again after what love is I will break.

Prokofiev is in the summer sunshine and happiness, he seems to have forgotten that all the roots of life's troubles, experienced no relief in the fact that after the resurrection of life, he is happy. I can almost verify their own happiness. Sometimes, listening to 普罗科菲耶 Fraser piano, I will be unable to control impulses, and tears, but what hard cover. I know, that moment, doomed to think of something, I will feel in the face of some sorry Prokofiev substance. I would like, before her marriage to him again to some, might be able to break through all the conflict.

Leading to a large class of tree-lined street music, the summer breeze blowing constantly, over there, blown heart warm, dry summer, I imagine that the red soup in walking because of the feeling of love is also the arrival of a number of the corresponding mitigation . In the distance, coming toward me is the young Prokofiev, his every step toward me around, I feel happy in the near, I have no doubt that summer have proved their love. I just do not say, and then up and continue to issue his crisp shadow of irony, I asked: "What is carry on your shoulders?" I must think on his shoulders carry the pieces of art and irrelevant things. In fact, he was carrying a cello bigger way, to walk in the wind, when, like the ancient swordsman chic look.

Love autism - and with the days of Prokofiev（四）

I think they usually avoid some of the things that is likely to be a pleasant experience, and even mystical experience, I have not had experience. Summer's evening, we in a piano room, Prokofiev school sound, I put away the sub-spectrum is also ready. Next, in Prokofiev's cello sound to start a different kind of a narrative, a few small post-holiday, the piano sound is also incorporated into the background block. I have too much 提琴普罗科菲 Nazarbayev quietly watch the pair of slender hands, his long Diming kept trembling voice in the wrist, trill fingering as was advertised wipe it on the strings like; his back of blue veins protruding from the body and head corresponding norm, in any case, he is very professional look. He has been very professional, but resistance did not leave a marriage where the original unit to the temporary school and shortly after I left here, and he left. He was abroad when I have received his greetings, but I can not remember his real name, and I laughed at him on the phone side, asked him if he brought the art of the Brothers in Paris. But that moment, I heard the sound of his tears ... ... Prokofiev way I always will be, a vague image, until I almost do not hate him, may i can never cross, like an impregnable defense. So we played together in the Prokofiev "Cello Sonata" first movement of the time, there is a concern and warm as wan a dialogue:

: "Spring Ivy always mature, you see the seeds of poplars in the drift, even they all know how to find the direction of home, why do you not?"

: "Perhaps, perhaps not, I do not know, you know?"
: "I know, I know, refuse to love, is rejected youth, is guilty."

: "It guilty of it."

: "Why guilty?"

: "Why is that not wrong?"

: "But I love you."

: "But I am guilty of."
... ...

This question, immersed in that voice - Prokofiev "Cello Sonata" first movement. For many years, I have not forgotten those voices, I said I met more than once and those voices again, because life, as to write articles, I have selflessly me to them, the same time, thousands of times listen, I finally cracked life's answers: So, are immersed in the love of my life, the life in love with the cello, in those sounds, I completed a perfect and experienced love again, but I refuse to think of personal experience For example, South-South, Prokofiev, my rock band, and other colleagues, friends, youth in the face of our common experience has been as pure incomparably warm, too sad, too painful, but never any I can make out really tall maze of deep, I have been quiet in the maze alive, there is I will never refuse to love and intimacy of the quiet place.

That immersion in the cello sound in question, until many years later I still remember clearly, but, people who question him in the end What was hypocritical to say I forgot, I have always told him: Prokofiev. I am a person who refused to joy, which the early youth to the people, there is too much reason, that perhaps I would not, could not tell the reason, even fatal, to those grounds that even I can not Syria stated clearly, even I do not know, hard to understand the world. In fact, in dialogue with those voices, I always felt extremely dizzy, flawless and panic. The first movement's exposition mysterious, sad, broken chords and the cello of sorrow common coagulation, gradually exudes vitality and a number of scattered light, after that, a little push in recent musical climax, into those voices, I feel that good, better be stifled. Sometimes, I do not play the piano, just listen to Prokofiev practice, he repeatedly pulled in the first movement exposition, I looked up, the sun instantly surrounded me, warm, dry, warm to the bone, heart, less humid , and red soup has weakened a little impression, and I suddenly felt I seem to breathe, I was still alive. Next, spread an trembling wholeheartedly, as if touched with a finger-like, so happy, but also so sad, then, I thought: what should be to face, accept, or into.

Love autism - and with the days of Prokofiev（三）

Mild breeze gently blowing, blowing past. Blow to the face just youth, I have no doubt that time, the vivid, if an action would simply reflect a lot of fun and deep color, although I always feel that in a bowl of red soup in walking. Do not know why always had that kind of illusion about my concept of the world suddenly reduced, it was so crowded, so wet, and often feel suffocated and flawless, flawless, is also a manifestation of anxiety. When Prokofiev third block in front of me, I'm not nervous. But also to ask questions, then the answer before he laughed. Breath, there are some subtle feelings float in the heart, I do not know, nor do they not clear what. Perhaps I began to dream of love in a moment. Fantasy love, how to listen to how these words are not reliable, real love need to reflect, to pay and have, but I can not, I can not, I refuse to pay and the like have.

I began to start non-stop fantasy, fantasy always fatal to those who crossed the face and Prokofiev constantly changing, this has been a mystery, no enigma. Moment he is affectionate, moment is fickle in; a while is fine moderate, while a ruthless; times, he looked like a stranger on the road pass, but sometimes unexpected strangers live in your impression that sometimes the impression that it had fixed over a number of re-imaging, can not exist as a face and image, it makes me sad and even fuzzy, messy too messy, and a time to flawless, dizziness and trance ... ... This habits, until today, there are still almost no stop-off, so I think I love experience, a lot comes from the imagination or even imaginary, to some extent, I also have a South-South as the defects, once formed inside of love The final image, I would cross the line of sight of all reality, I am doomed to live in reality, then the ideal height and depth on my way to keep close to my distance, like a very dark night bright the stars, you move it too fast, it still so far away from you. This is the reality and the ideal existence, but some good on the road, yes, in heaven.

: "You carry the shoulders of what?"

: "Of course, carry the Qiana, you see, in addition to money, I can carry anything."

: "I do not like money, you carry the money to do what is the use?"

: "... ... You like?"

: "One day, I'm going to plant trees far away."

: "Planting trees? Trees also need money? No money, how would there be bread, no bread, there would be no strength to plant trees? No effort to plant trees, Where the money came through?"

: "You are thoroughly realistic."

: "I use my real support for your ideals."

: "Do not need."

: "Needs."

: "Do not need."

: "Needs."

Occasionally, we went to the piano room to practice a number of tracks, as the school's activities to prepare accordingly. At that time, I used the piano to accompany him, he often pulled the former Soviet composer Prokofiev's "Cello Sonata," the third movement. I like the first movement and third movement, and he has been pulling these two movements, until later when I left there, but also begin to hear those voices, deep, deep Wan. I just refuse to return until many years later in the summer come again, because the former Soviet composer Prokofiev to write the theme music essays, again with the "Cello Sonata" meet the third movement, it was a moment, and I feel as if a century later, in those deep, deep Wan's voice tears, I think of it, many, all.

Love autism - and with the days of Prokofiev（二）

I remember the year in early summer, humid climate like India and in my head that the color of dark dark sky, and it makes me stop the breeding of illusion: I was in a bowl of red soup in walking, day or night, throughout the In the light around the soup on the distribution of the same glossy red, dark, damp, the world becomes more and more like the container, breathing more and more distributed from the reality of the taste, then a bowl of soup, will constitute my from the reality, I do not long for a bowl of soup, do not refuse to drink a bowl of soup, but I am afraid that comes out of the hot flashes of red soup flavor, they are a large number of surging, soon will I drown, I felt suffocated, panic and flawless.

I was afraid of moisture is started from an early age, and they relapse in the summer each year, I was wet summer it is particularly sensitive to the strong. That summer, everything came so suddenly and quickly, so I often stand in the sun, no, is standing in a bowl of red soup, not sure all that in the end is happy or sad. My colleague, large 提琴普罗科菲 Nazarbayev end of an afternoon in the spring, the long-standing access to a small classroom music great tree-lined road waiting for me. He came toward me far behind him carrying a cello, a ray of a ray of the shoulder long hair floating in the summer breeze. I think we did without incident and was a courtesy to avoid it, then one of the go, but I avoid them, he got in there, motionless.

Remember the days before the continuous, he has been quietly handed me a small piece of paper, folded, and then mysteriously into the lesson plan to the Village. Class, I feel curious, what fun that is, open, see if those who love rain, I suddenly heartbeat and panic, I think that when I stand on the platform of the expression must be very flawless, but fortunately the students in the music keep working and sound problems, I will cover the sound of music was emotional. If you have been giving them the cold, they will safe. Can receive a piece of paper after a dozen or met with him on this road, he asked me to promise to allow and accept his love. In fact, those who initially received a note, I feel that life's dignity is violated, but I'm used to the habits of silence, such as iron are also integrated into other content, such as curiosity. I was curious driven off, the bottom line would like to know what his last.

That early summer afternoon, he got in the way I am about to go through.
: "There is sugar reward? I say so long."

: "There Tu Ke La."

: "Halo, so gentle."

: "Thank you."

: "What you package installed? Beauty knife?"

: "What you shoulder carry, sharpening tools?"

: "I carry the arts shoulders."

: "Brothers division of art."

: "Brothers are also art."

: "Copper, Iron and taste of art."

: "You see, in addition to money, I can carry anything."

He said that, I suddenly Puchi laugh. I realized laughed, immediately cover your mouth and hands, I'm afraid of drooling. Prokofiev, and I am standing face to face in the thin tree-lined road, in the afternoon, this road almost see figure, we stood deadlocked, I know, if I say: get out, Proko Fief not let open, he designed the scene has been around a long time, I said get out of the pointless, useless waste of words I Brown talks.

Love autism - and with the days of Prokofiev（一）

Upper part of my youth was spent in the cello sound. Lower half of youth, I am doomed to continue in the cello sound.
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From Hebei's largest classroom, I was transferred to the city's second largest music classroom, the curriculum is still talking about the history of Western music part-time music appreciation and music theory. It's great to leave the classroom the first autumn. I believe in fate, they always magically declare an enigmatic strange, at some point at you open a little joke, but it is only fate open only afford to joke, it comes, you Almost at a loss flawless, I do not know is happy or sad, but I am convinced that the fate of the god of the sky above his head when laughing, is my own tears when it smile more brilliant, I have more pain Such is Life.

So the fate of the people mentioned in the irresistible, it's uncertainty about means and provocative, sad when it might pop up to help you erase the tears; joy when it pop up at you out loud reminder of some deeply buried in the bones pain, teach people to remember that there have to be more pain and more pain, then let the emotion go 〇 classified security lonely and silent. Those years I have caught the collective and the crowd must be silent, such as iron heart like a stone, he was outside all the noise Luanli I sighed. To the disposition and deep down the fear, I choose celibacy. Shield all emotional distress, I am in a foreign land is the only way to protect themselves. So many of those years I was alone all night to sit through, as if every night I could Zuohua away at any time, my bones, full of security lonely.

Or, I own integrity to the music, think of those voice over and over again the past, at the moment and the future, including the moment many years later. My spiritual preparation, not enough go into from the reality of the good life, I always like turbulence, floating variable, the first music from the great room left, and left the impression that I was British colleagues Portland - South, also does not matter a lot of trouble. For his psychological weakness, out of the music is not so sure before the big room, some people I mentioned, I just did not care; in the next spring, I have very accurate cracked the secret that belongs to me, also started and the secret husbandry, reject all emotional. I do not know how long those days can stick can still stick down. While the recollection of them has a little pain, but you see, I was that I, just a little more mature.

I am a music major in the classroom when teaching my colleagues know, give him a nickname: Prokofiev - (former Soviet composer, pianist.) I discovered by accident that they look the same, if not every day crossing the long, straight path, and passing on both sides of the field and rustic plant, I believe that they stand on foreign land and meet a stranger. He has a slender nose, sunken eyes, wearing a white glasses, it would not be very short-sighted, which made his face create more lively, head of dark hair draped over his shoulders and in great shape, slender legs , slender fingers, tapered fingers, distance, looking very refined look almost like a gentleman, speaking of the Speed Manyou You, like any thought to how you say, say, the other wanted to hear In this way, thoughtful temperament has attracted many female colleagues and the outside world girl, and, his eyes fathomless deep down, like a blue lake Wang.

Sometimes, I feel he too jokes gaze in silence seems to cry, laugh and scoff at many times after the stop and I feel a bit ashamed. Of love in me what, if not really understand before, Prokofiev more than once referred to my music and other artistic works in the lack of a certain kind of content, he tried to speak gently, love the words, but always see me about to break out of the anger and the theme this disconnect.

The spring of that year, until summer, until fall, I forgot how to spend, and they way I was so prosaic, or is so boring, I left the South in the fall is the absolute silence in the numbness and I can see that my silence, silent as she remembers the moment like iron. When the music slowly forget the experience of a large classroom with the South, the impression, it is already early summer next year, early summer, I and the office staff's big classroom, "Prokofiev" meet as scheduled.

Not easy to forget the years

Not easy to forget the old "fear of 15 months, the annual Mid-Autumn Festival afraid." People for the passage of time, often issued so sigh. This means that every month, 15 off, not much time left. Year? As long as the moon has passed, the back is the snow-ridden, time on numbered.
Life, a few years time, little time growing up hard, hard time middle-aged, middle age may be over, after years as Japan, it seems that suddenly it was twilight. So people often quote the words of the ancients: "by a river, saying: lost time is never around the clock!" Provincial police who have been.
However, past years, not always say "ma'am, a lot" of a fillip, as can be lightly wiped off, but the more recent old age, past more often float to the front cross, especially when the turn table no matter the old notebook person.
Life and meteoric rise by the way, of course, a lot of people, I can visualize their twilight years, "the wedding night, pass the examination time" food for thought with infinite charm; the rough life of those who are on a nameless pathos.

Today, no matter where I used to look, there looking through them quite a long past it clear presentation to my eyes.
This is more than ten years ago, a diary:

Life is a dream for Huan geometry, such as morning dew, Goes. This should be Caomeng De poetry.

"Life is a dream," I really do, year after year, month, day, such as in a dream. Nearly 10 Spring and Autumn, and I still do not know why this actually a thin paste, and a great piece of thin paste of the trend? In recent years, often to do dream at night, dream even think confusedly. After dawn, sometimes to pursue more off the total thin paste that was not from the rootless, but also far-fetched, actually better than young people, there is a star point of ridiculous meaning. However, many feel chaotic scenes as silk, good as absurd, if not for himself as for the reason for the dream, so they often give birth to some strange feelings. Later, over time, never go attentive, and the only allowed between the time a thin paste. Nevertheless, it is felt, sculptors gradually clear up: Bu Wei dream, it is that exchanges lodging, do not they seem to not have to, but Only for why they What?
I suspect that life is not one of the hair growth, but there is a huge but what is invisible manipulated, akin to that puppet scenes; who wishes to dominate their own by themselves, I am afraid only self-deception!
I recall when a young bull, I was kind of spirit: Li Pa Hentian not to, to no basket, I say; Monkey was finally suppressed in the Five Buddha mountain, but I regret its endless. Li Bai 5 out of Xijing eh, I can not help laughing, even disdain he was devout Buddhist. Evil has been deep in the dead of crying Ruan, Fu Fei Guo Tao Ran was born ... ..., even later, in distress, I find that Robert still remembered the black line of the poem: only black as their own the same land hands in order to liberate their land as black as the body of ... ...
But now, I could not say anything, as if middle-aged leap soil, but when I have nothing, just sitting alone in their shabby homes, quietly smoking my cigarette, looking unsure of the care. Runtu still seeking incense burner and candle holder, he was still uncertain of their own spiritual support; although I occasionally go to the temple secretly pray to Buddha, but totally not plead for Buddha Woo had this life itself.
Life is a dream! 46 Spring and Autumn it! Bad feeling in the moment, it is so long, like a dark centuries; can recall it, still less the moment. Perhaps, the remaining time numbered. This is life, a rush was worth mentioning, what? Front, may be looking for nothing, and can leave behind what they do?
... ...

Now look here, still all mixed flavors, quietly between the situation can not be themselves.

Paulownia flowers open

Before and after Tomb Sweeping Festival, spring rain over and over again to a clean slate of the sky and the earth, a group of birds twittering in the fields jump, caught the attention of the Department, no not one piece of new green and lively. Shocked, the world becomes fresh and hearty everything up.
Every day on the balcony, head to clinics and the patch of mountain where exactly have a curved green water quietly Raoshan east, and several cottages Bangshui door. Hill behind the house, there are several strains of purple flowers are Naore open tall paulownia tree, it is very common in North Region of a tree, is neither delicate nor noble, it is sturdy and even some rough, open flowers are simply enormous. But it was an illusory dream of purple smoke dotted the landscape the fields, flowers, but outlines an elegant beauty of the landscape, Deputy. In these circumstances, the five Western media that the lyrics to "Retirement Life" will be ready to come out. Though some tile roofs Lei homes, padlock cover Fei, has long been empty, silk cornices, but that does not affect the flowers Naore to open.
I often think if I was master of the house without a mistake, you can in such a season, to listen to the song and drizzle with the Hearty flowers; the birds chirp in the morning the wind happens to come smell the flowers; in A clear Moonlight see the moonlight flowing between the branches ... ...
Previously, we did have a big yard paulownia tree, almost twenty to thirty meters tall, the branches like a distraction Jusan covering the following cottage. 1-3 April, Cuyuan the branches will be covered with clusters of lavender flowers. To fly in late April in the season, the rain burst of wind swept the roof will drop a purple dream. The yard, and many of the souls of flowers floating down. Although I did not like Lin passionate to hoe funeral flowers, but also inevitably burst of sentimental pity. When the wind rain reduction Ji, warm sun early, then those unexpected cropped up among the branches of the green leaf to many, as if overnight, they will fade a purple veil, put on the light of the green jersey, it has gradually come happy mood.
Now, the tree been cut down, and I came back after a long leave of verdant of paulownia trees gone, it is depressing. Colleagues do not know when they cut. Because it is a very common tree only, so who cares its existence?
Fortunately, I soon discovered there in front of my balcony under the tree paulownia tree, high-Qi cottage, only a very thin and miscellaneous pieces next to the Plaza, crooked trunk. May not see the flower, but often at the ladder step on some leaves were gone. But this discovery did not make me excited about how long, in a comprehensive improvement of urban and rural environment, the political movement, this tree was disallowed. I do not know why they cut down the tree, its shape may not look good, perhaps she leaves it is easy to fall in the rain, or maybe it affects the original content on the crude Street streetscape, not conceivable. Anyway, it was cut, and I will personally see that the tree waist cut off, uprooted the next day to go, forever in my sight. No one knew that I would be sorry for this tree, I wanted to find in it the roots re-planted tree saplings are not possible.
Who would care about such a tree?
I remember leaving home on the near side of a road, there are large trees at the paulownia tree, I used to often walk to work on that road. When you first see the shape of the road lay a purple trumpet flowers, I know it would for the first time and has since noted it. From flowers to flower Xie, from germination to flourish, then leaves were gone, again hope flowers that flourish from its substantial seasonal variation, I read the passion and love for its nature. It is this spirit and hope with me have gone through a period of gray days of implantation of the Paulownia flowers from my soul.
Now, while the yard is not the paulownia flower, but I figure when looking for it, only to find a more beautiful paulownia flowers, whether they are in the Yuanba villages, terraced rice paddies mountain or valley in the mountains, cliffs, are hard as this beautiful season in confident and enthusiastic to open.

Paulownia The Flower and ... ...

Afternoon, the day finally windy rain.
Started, the wind is not large, about as big as three or four, it can accelerate the speed of falling rain; sometimes burst of larger raindrops, suddenly spiked to oblique in the past.
Windy spring rain, mist a transpiration. The distant hills, cottages, forests, stretches of rape, wheat, all enveloped in a vast expanse of the misty rain in; near, the window on a hill, is a shiny green.
Staring at the scene, you naturally think: It is time, "the grass is growing birds are flying" time.
I love spring, spring rain, will not let me hate.
In the evening, I stood in front, staring at the landscape far and near Muyu in Weimang can not help but silently wondering what was going up ... ... This time, the first time, I actually interesting to thinking about it from the fallen flowers of Paulownia -
About 50 meters outside the office, standing straight and tall with two paulownia, shoot the heavy studded flower. Like trumpet-shaped white flowers in micro-purple, suffer suffer squeeze squeeze in a pagoda-like shoot first Lei Cheng; fluffy and soft and steady look, quietly floating in between the young leaves. It is not like the peach, like pink Xia; not like pear, such as the white snow. If you look from a distance, it is brilliant but simple, no delicate delicate beauty. It's trunk and stout and vigorous spirit of harmony with. Even in the rain in the fall, the emotion of no Pathetically You Yuan. No wind season, it a blossoming released into the air like blue sky paratroopers landed inside: a lengthy ground sheets with umbrella, health and health to fall to the ground, gently issued the "rub" of a sound. Wind and rain is also not to panic, but it seems to be more agile, robust. Gust of wind, clouds of flowers spinning in the air rapid than the diver's brilliant performance is also much more interesting - moves so smooth easy, rapid, and then quickly glide landing. Burst after burst, a while, there was a large ground. Can you look up at the branch tip, is still heavy, though a few did not.
Twilight gradually Dai, the flowers still felt a pang of settling down in the ... ...
I can not help feeling up: Flower and can promise a spectacular like What? ! Paulownia, why students were so simple, they come to such a robust flowers too! ?
Oh, maybe fate in the cold in the human eye, it took root deep to, the branches stout, raised his head and his unyielding, breathing the air of God's best scenery, forged the unique qualities of reason Only now!
Is a Ah, those non-poets of the pet, and your spirit is worthy of all praise you do not!

Sea butterfly fly

I still wonder, that cold, rainy late-night, what I looked up and saw her, a beautiful butterfly.

I believe that somewhere, there is a force to lead a difficult speech I touched the mystery, or how I suddenly looked up from an unexpected angle, found her there.

She gently affixed to white walls, motionless, seems to exist thousand years, it seems to just come, it seems to always stay in my room, then Fantasy would like the next second away.

So beautiful, she was so beautiful! Inch of land, she was broad-minded United States, the United States was casual.

The beauty of her birth moved me - and countless house lights hovering in the rain, she chose to come to my little room, she came for me.

She, famously quiet, like the setting sun slowly sink her beauty, I believe, she is a melancholy, sea butterflies fly.

She stopped at the white walls have three days.

Entered the house every day after work, I first have to do is turn our gaze to the walls of her stay, she was in, I feel at ease.

The dead of night, I silently stared at her, I was afraid of her sudden departure, for fear that my soul burning devil, and she let me quiet.


Is in a rainy night, I came back from the outside and found the butterfly was gone, I searched through every hidden corner of the room, or no trace of her has left me.

I am sad melancholy but not surprised, troubled life has let me know: that to leave will leave that to come will come.

She left as her appearance, quiet and get some soul-stirring, stunning even a bit careless.

I can not see if she had pleased, have been sad, I can only imagine, in the illusions in comforting her over the sea of tragic and desolate.

I imagine that she tried to like secular women generally love me, hug me, kiss me, she tried to stop my depression and wither, but these, she knew she can not, she had to choose sadness over the windows of the gap, not from Yao audio.

How I hope she can once again fly over the sea, back to her starting place, perhaps where her companions, perhaps where her love of butterflies.

But I also fear how she once again flew over the sea, how fear of a nightmare in the evening, at sunset the tears of blood, she sadly haggard, sudden fall, the sea swallowed her fragile beauty ... ...

If I was a butterfly, I want to with it away, but if I were a butterfly, why would she leave me?

I'm just a past life as the butterfly man, I have my life's vulgar edge outstanding, I can only in a somber majesty of the evening, and pay homage to the end of time, Haikudanlan, miss a butterfly was flying over the sea.